Thanks for the update on your babies; I don't think you are sick at all. In fact, there are many occasions when I wish I had a basic dissection tray, tools, and a microscope. But then, I was involved with experimental small animal surgery decades ago in high school, and went back to school for advanced biology in which I dissected and laid out the nervous system of a worm of some sort...it was only a few inches long, but I don't remember the species. I love looking at the insides of critters.